I understand that you believe it is God's will for you to satisfy your father unlike his wife ever could, right? I am now aware it wasn't just the once.. you likely got lots of oral and anal initially right? And so you're doing the usual approach you have of backing off to let it settle

There is $400 on the TD card for you and your current boyfriend to cohabit and sleep with each other. Grow the FARK'S up and act like my 51 year old wife, but not like my 15 year old son.